I always get messed up when Monday is a holiday. It takes forever for me to remember what day is what and get back on track.
I already have no clue what time it is - I am not sleeping for more than two or three hours at a time.
I fired a lawyer last week. I think it was on Friday but who the hell knows for sure. I discovered - by accident and on my own - that there is an error in my Social Security records that would make it impossible for my disability claim to go through. So how was it that this lawyer kept telling me he was working on it. What was he working on?
I am reminded of that old joke - What do you call 1,000 lawyers at the bottom of the ocean? A good start.
Anyway - I went to the SS office and fixed the problem. Then I hired a disability advocate.
So here we go again - and again - and again.
My physical oys have been worse lately. I don't know if it's the lumps I took from falling or just good old deterioration but everything hurts more and getting around is sometimes so difficult that I don't even want to bother. I started cleaning over the weekend and all I accomplished was a lot of moving crap around and then just leaving it there.
I am a bit stressed and a bit depressed.
I have so little patience for myself.
I will get another burst of life - I always do. If people can stand in front of armies and demand a better life certainly I can keep on keeping on.
So that's that. Enough of me.
So how are you?