My infrequent posts and visits to all of you has been bothering me. I value our connections and always feel "schmucky" when I don't check in on youse guys.
I just don't feel well.
I am constantly uncomfortable, sometimes in pain. It makes me grumpy and worse, it makes it really hard to focus for very long. I lose my train of thought and ...
What was I saying?
Oh yeah - I feel like shit on a shingle. One of my Mom's favorite sayings.
I keep getting mystery infections. By the time they figure out what the hell is going on I've spent days with a fever, falling asleep every 2 hours.
Like a newborn.
The problems at home have gotten so toxic that I have started to look for a place of my own. Lots of luck on that front. Hurricane Sandy has contributed to a huge shortage of affordable housing in all of the counties I'd like to live in.
I hesitate to discuss my relationship with my daughter-in-law out of respect and love for Hope. I'm just going to say that it is impossible for us to exist in the same zip code let alone the same building - doesn't matter how big this freakin' house is.
I can't contribute to this household on my disability income the way I did when I was working. That appears to be a punishable offense.
Anyhoo - I feel like I've already said too much and that I'm whining. Neither is attractive.
I think I'll try to post more on The Photo Blog and I will do my best to visit.
Be kind to one another - you have no idea how important that is.